t.q

thanks you a lot,mum..
i promise i'll earn lot of money in future..
i promise i'll remember that how good you were treat me..
i love you so much..
thanks a lot..

...

is wondering..
i'm scare..wish god bless me..

=)

i had a great time with all my pretty girls..
♥ lily
♥ ice
♥ yen yee
♥ hoong ping
♥ shee may

how much i wish that i can have this kind of gathering again..
you all are awesome,be more charming,intelligent,naughty than before..
i love this..=) all my sweetie,must keep going on our friendship,ya..~
don't try to spoil and destroy it..i would love you and appreciate you all forever..

and last,i need to appointed some thing..
i had went a bored party,gosh..but anyways,wish that birthday girl enjoy her life..
and of course,''happy birthday in advance,my dear sau yan..

hurt..

he is a not romantic guy totally..sigh,i should admited it..
he is focusing his hobbies,matching,studying and everythings,exclude me..=(
i damn defeat,right?

or might be we have no more sentiment..or else,i not beside him..?but impossible..you know,even tht he is beside me,however,he wont o treat me like princess..i should acceptance it..he won't be change,i guess..

whatever now,feel so sleepy even that i felt so angry now..but,useless..
just try me best to achieve my aim,perhaps,this only the thing that i can do right now.
don't think too much,every things gonna be fine soon..calm down..~

o.m.g

the worst feeling is coming around me..
gosh..i think,i have to get some actions to achieve my aim..
it's important for me,right now..

''M'',when you wanna come back my site and belong to me..
i need you so much..

miss all my dearest chin's member..

hehe,nice edition,right??muahaha~

and the next,

=) have a nice day..

20/06/2010

i'm confusing for my future way..
before,i would like to be an airhostess,but my mummy was not allowed me..
before,i would like to be a beautician too,but she said,it's can't to earn more&more money..

however,for now,she just agree me to be airhostess or beautician already..but,how should i to do?what's choice should i to do?

some more,how should i explain to ''him''..oopppsss,totally complicated..
i can't to put my relation down,but i can't to put my career down too..suck..faint**
blur..gosh,please help me..=) i'm waiting the answer,always..

is less contact with my beloved currectly because he is busying to prepare his exam..(his exam is around the corner..)

how was bored am i?gosh,freaking bored..
almost be a die people here..^(*@*)^
but,i miss him so badly..this feeling never ever appear in my life before..

wish july is passing soon,then i can meet him up..
waiting waiting and waiting.
the only thing that i can to do now..=(

btw,i wish may go to taiwan on december too..
take some accessories to sell..good luck,ya~

and,

how is my new look??is it nice and suitable to me?
but i still can't to accept it..
it's showing me that i'm so young..haha..
need to wait for my long hair back..=)

f*uck off..

pissed me off..
he never know how come i'll so angry today..!
he just care his exam,okay,i understood..
still,i saw him facebook~ing there,even he get free here..
but never,find me here..!
i'm not care anymore..

i'll be solve my things..
you've to wait!!!!!!!!!!
i really disappointed on you!!!

to you..!

please tolerance me if i've tell somethings indelicacy words..
but i totally can't to tolerance her attitude even she is my elder..f*** off..

my home bussiness is not your problem at all..you've no authority to intervence about it..you just like a bitch when you're appearing in my life..please stop to make the problem out and say somethings useless there..you never know,how much i hate you..

i promise myself here,i'll triumph over you on one day..
you've to wait not over than this 3 years,i'll make you regret what did you said to my mum and dad..let's see..

piss me off..

he got time to play fb..
but son't have time to find me..
what the f***..!!!

now i just realise about it..@@''
pissed me off..!!!
huh,let's see,i wont bother you right now..

14/06/2010 is moody

i don't know why,i felt pissed off to some one..
it's don't have any reason..
and i don't know why i had this kind of feeling..
it's make me feel so wrench & down..
or maybe,just because of a nightmare..it's so scary..!
so,today,i just don't try to chat with him..
as i know,if continu to chat,surely will be argue..
i just try to escape it..the best way..~

i heard a good song and it can express my feeling:
2am and the rain is falling
here we are at the cross roads once again
you're telling me you're so confused
you can't make up your mind
this is meant to be you're asking me
but only love can say
try again or walk away
but i believe for you and me
the sun will shine one day
so i'll just play my part
and pray you'll have a change of heart
but i can't make you see it through
that's something only love can do

in your arm as the dawn is breaking
face to face and thousand mines apart
i've tried my best to make you see
there's hope beyond the pain
if we give enough if we learn to trust
but only love can say
try again or walk away
but i believe for you and me
the sun will shine one day
so i'll just play my part
and pray you'll have a change of heart
but i can't make you see it through
that's something only love can do

i know if i could find the words
to touch you deep inside
you'd give our dream just one more chance
don't let this be our goodbye
but only love can say
try again or walk away
but i believe for you and me
the sun will shine one day
so i'll just play my part
and pray you'll have a change of heart
but i can't make you see it through
that's something only love can do
that's something only love can do

is meaningful for me..
especially who's thousand mines apart from me..

actually is feeling for yesterday..:p

is the first day i on my way..
wish me to success,ya..?
even though that it's not so easy for me..
but,i believe i can triumph over it all..
good luck to me..

i quite not so satisfied some one..
but i can't said anythings about *her*..
because of some reasonable reason..argh..
wish she can think it carefully..
discontented exponent-85%..

gonna to see my dear..
dear cousins,friends,and you..
but i can't separate myself here..
be patient,ya..i'll manage to find time to see you guys..*wink*

...

is non-stopping to watch world cup on this few days..
haha~~

totally make me exhausted on it..!but quite interesting there..=)

today,i had been success to make an eyes skill here..
wow,it's not bad,thumb up to myself..prove of it..*wink*

is the time yo sleep,good night..

=(

he made me down again..
speechless..

i don't wanna share any my feeling now..
is moody..totally out of my mood..
even that world cup is coming on..~

thank you,aunty..=)

btw,today kim's mummy was bring some drinks to me..
i feel that so ashamed..
so,i'll try my best to treat her well..
of course,treat her son more well too..
they are kinda good actually..

i'm happy that they're friendly to me..
great that i meet them guys on my life..
of course,thankgiving god to gave me this all the things..
i'll be appreciated it..

*10/06/2010

haha..just went back with my cousin from dinner..
i'm totally full..it's meant that my diet way was failed AGAIN..
shit..!!but never mind,just promises for this time..
lolxxx..

is trying to call my uncle on tomorrow..
to help my cousin ask some the way to take the accessories to sell..
still,wish she may come true to earn the money there..:p

the way still need to go..
try my best to help her,may us will be success..cheersss..
love,ya..~

still have 2 months more..
my birthday is coming soon..
just hope,i can be a big big girl..:p
no more childish there..*wink*

09/05/2009

first day to process on my diet..=(

- my breakfast & lunch set:a bowl of fondue's food with soup..
plus:2 handmade muffins..

-my dinner set:as same as my lunch set..(bowl of fondue's foods)
plus:wanna eat an apple later..

i don't think the meals is less calorie there..
arghhhh..need to do exercise later too..:p

%you'll be only one..

do you guys know,if let some one to discriminated..
you'll be angry and helpless..
i'm the sample..not only me..
but,for me,i just feel that they just said the pointless things..
they will be regret what did they say before..god will be punish them,god is fair..

however,is the time to wake me up..
still have lot of things to follow on..
omfg,is freaking rush to all the works..!!!(is inconvenience to tell you all here..:p sorry..)
btw,for my age,suppose started to earn money or some things..
however,see,i still so free here..haha~
because i have a good parents in my whole life..*thumb up*

besides,i feel quite tiredness currently..
i don' know what's wrong to me..=(
or maybe,a lazy warm already immerge my bone..
make me be laziness here..
however,i won't be surrender..
i'll triumph up the lazy worm..:pppp

*fine,the decision of today is-
i'll change myself from now..
change to another me..
no one will be recognize me more..
let's see,guys..

p/s:you're the only one..
no matter how's look & attitude you're..
trying be the top & the best on this world..
this the way you need to go..

..D way..

on the way to Diet..
no doubt,my weight is non-stopping to grow up..
it's make me feel disappointed..

from now,just try to control my appetite..
i must keep well on my weight..
must make more effort,i know,i can do it well..XDDD

...

i was scared let other abandon me..
or other way is,
let i abandon other gone..

i hate alone..
and some one who always ignore me
and piss me off some more..!

..fool..

a little bit tiredness about you..
you're never thinking when you want to talk..
remember,is you asked me that don't go to melbourne more..
fine,i'll respect your decision..

actually,i feel hopeless and disappointed..
i just get nothings from your side..
i don't know,where am i on your mind..
who am i on your mind too?or just a friend..??

you know,you gave me a feeling..
we like friend more than a couple..
a closed mate or closed friend else..

i knew,you're preparing your exam now..
howver,i never get any concernation from you since before..
is pointless,you know????'i'll tired too..
i'll give up some day too..
even that how much i grudge to do it so..
i would to tell you,distance & time will change our mind..
as same as like time you told me,
you're not love me like before..
until now,i still can't to forget it..!

=)

is long time didn't blogging here..
is lot of things was fun currently..

this morning,i had a breakfast at ''yi po lou shu fen'' with my dear siew peng..
after that,we turned to t2 to buy some shoes..
rawww,the result is not so bad,i had been buy a pair of short heels shoes,i felt it's quit beauty for me..:p

the third round i had been went to jusco to buy some make up products..the most i like of the brand is mac..maybeline..elianto..etc..awww,it's spend lot of my money there..but i would enjoyed it..=)
*around 4pm here,we went back to our home..=)

at 6pm here,they was reached my home.we are discussing to dye our hair..so excited..
however,the result is not so good,the colour was not so evidence..sadness..then,we were make up ourself here to prepare our dinner at italian restaurant..wow,the taste of that restaurant is totally nice..yummy yummy yummy..:p

when i back home,already 10pm more here..i tried to call my boy friend to chat..quit miss him actually..haha..now,i have to sleep,good night,peeps..
*i would upload some picture later..have to see..:p