..shuck..

i'm confusing about our relation..it's make me feel stress..totally,i'm tired..i'd been tried to change my temper and my attitude..but you never to know..make the error and pusish it on me..how disappointed i felt on you..do you know it?

you just know that you tried your best on your duty how to become a good boyfriend..however,you're not so mature like you think yourself there..such a childish..come on,stop the stupid action in front of me..for me,i felt you only know how to care yourself,your feeling..but why,don't try to listen my mind,try to understand me more..

i felt stress indeedly..get it..sometime,your action and your thinking make me feel nausea..just continue be a child..i hate be a mama..!!!!

..replan..resume..turn over our new leaf..

well,i thought we had a great communication on today..at least i felt that..
how to love a boyfriend..??

1.believe to each other..

2.even where he goes,shouldn't to ask..must has some private time for them..of course,for us too..

3.love their parents too..just because will become a family..by your cordiality,they will love you too..

4.don't be ask somethings when feel they are sadness there..just hug them and said,i love you..

5.just let's they show off in front of them..because he need the dignity..

6.they won't say ''sorry'' easier,because they want a stage to go down..but they will be remember their fault and try the other way to rescue..

7.don't ask them bring you to go any gathering with their friends..they need some of memories those with their friends..and some private time with them..

8.don't scold them loudly,because their mind still like a kid even has a strong body..just try to calm down together..after that,try to say somethings those can make them feel it's warm and feel you love him so much..

of course,i felt it's work..and obviously,i'm a failed girlfriend..i never ever think all the opinion above..but i'm trying now..so,good luck to me success be a good girlfriend..this the chance for me to be learn how to be a good girlfriend..of course,good luck to you guys too..=)

..the people you love the most is not might be your partner on your life..

i was totally shuck that you told me the quato like this:you might be find a person who older than you,then you can get anythings..!! bullshit..non-sense..where is your brain,behind your ass there..?you never ever know that you hurt mw..!!!!

i totally disappointed while you said you need to calm down..this is the second time that you said it to me..enough is enough..obviously,you are not really serious in our relationship..did you remember that what's the meaning of calm down that you describe to me?? meant broke up..you were broke our promise..i was told you before,that's the last chance and never will get the new chance..however,finally,broken it again..

you only care youself,your feeling..what's the status am i on your mind??i never to know..i love you,but you don't know..and misunderstood the meaning of ''love''.. you never get it..

..happiness..

is met kah yen and yeeling today,at parkson..we had been talk non-stopped there..rawwww,it's was been past long time ago we didn't do that again..miss the memories we have..=)

but this time we were changed to other,be more mature..especially is you,chan kah yen..the news that you told us,you're serious about the marriage..lolx..but anyways,good luck to my dear,wish you have a great life with your hubby..congratulations that you've to found a guy who love you and suitable with you..
wish you luck that hoping your parent will accept your boyfriend too..i always support you and besides you..no worry..=)

hew yeeling,i won't forget that you're 18years old every year..as same as me..XDDDDD..next weekend,genting trip..i want to join you all..=) wait for me..darlings..